I was listening to the radio this morning on the way back from taking Emilee to school. I flipped over to a sports station (I’m a HUGE sports fan) and the hosts were talking with Warren Sapp. I didn’t realize Warren was such a funny guy! But the thing that struck me most was a simple truth that most of us have heard quite often…”It’s a marathon.”

Warren was referring to the Bears, who suffered a humiliating last second defeat on Sunday. He was asked what the Bears should do to recover. He simply told them, “It’s a marathon.” It’s not one game, or even two games…it’s a season; a marathon.

How true that is for all of us. It’s a marathon. We may face challenges or setbacks today or even through periods in our life, but it’s a marathon. The race will continue. Paul tells us to finish the race strong; not giving up. That’s not always easy to do in light of circumstances. But we must continue to push forward, dreaming the dreams and putting our faith into action. Eventually we’ll cross the finish line and look back at all that was accomplished.

Run the race…you won’t regret it.

Today is a day like any other day. Except today God taught me another lesson. And today I listened.

I’m continuing my reading of the bible - this time in the Message Paraphrase. I had just finished up Job and turned the page to discover the next chapter…that of Psalms. Now I have to admit that my first reaction wasn’t one of joy and excitement. Unlike most people I talk with, Psalms is not one of my favorite books of the bible. I don’t quite know what it is, but for some reason I found reading Psalms the first time to be excruciatingly painful. “How can the bible be like that?” I often thought to myself. I’m sure it didn’t help that I was reading the NKJV version and trying as a new Christian to decipher the “code.”

So this morning, as I turned to the first page of Psalms, I read the opening discussion by Eugene Peterson and here’s part of the lesson God taught me: read Psalms not as a description of what happened, but from a place of emotional discussion between a human soul and it’s maker. Psalms doesn’t simply describe…it’s a vibrant, open, honest and sometimes gut-wrenching conversation with God. And when you put yourself in the shoes of the writer, the words suddenly take on an entirely new meaning.

So I started where every good reader starts…Psalm One. This first Psalm opens with an unexpected entry:

Not what someone would expect to find in an opening sentence! Psalm One goes on to explain that we could be less than nothing - totally lost in darkness and unfit company for others. But yet, God has chosen us anyway. We are loved.

The last few verses set the stage for everything to come:

“You’re not at all like the wicked,
who are mere windblown dust—
Without defense in court,
unfit company for innocent people.

God charts the road you take.
The road they take is Skid Row.”

There is a thought that I have long held as a possible scenario for our lives…we are all on a path in life; from beginning to end. God prescribes the best path for us, but for some reason we like to take little detours along the way. In our detours, our “path” becomes more like a winding road. But God, in his goodness and faithful, redirects the course towards His destination.

I love how Psalm One confirms this: God charts the road you take. We may THINK we chart our own course, but God has already chosen the path. And while we may question the direction we are headed, He knew in advance the path we would take. Robert Frost may have taken the road less traveled, but it was God who uncovered the path.

The last few months have definitely been a detour on my path, but God is slowly directing a new course. Sometimes we find a new beginning by discovering the end. I love how Nancy Ortberg describes this in her book “Looking for God:”

“Endings teach us how to begin, what we should center our lives upon, and what is really important…Endings have a purifying effect. When the dust settles after a crisis hits, we can find what is real - what is core - by what is left behind and who rose to to the occasion.”

My soul has been bottled up for the past few months and part of me is ready to explode. There is much to share and much more to learn. While the “bucket” has been full and then emptied, Bucketology is back and ready to trod forward on the next path that only God himself knows.

Even though one chapter in my book of life has ended, it has also signaled the beginning of the next. That chapter has many blank pages to fill. And fill them I will. It’s a challenge I am ready and willing to face. And besides, how well must God like me?

I’m still here. The journey will continue. And more importantly, the path still awaits…

I’m finding great comfort in this book right now. I don’t know much about the author or his beliefs, but I am gaining a lot of insight to life and the circumstances within. There is much talk of “The Great Sadness” in this book, and unfortunately, I can relate in a not-so-horrific but definitely connected kind of way.

I have so much to share, but for now my soul must continue to heal.

To those of you who have provided comfort, prayers, phone calls, emails, cards and so much more…I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Well, I’ve been on vacation all week now…

First few days full of mowing and other outside activities.

By the third day I couldn’t quite grasp “not doing anything” and my body was trying to tell me to do something. I couldn’t sleep and wasn’t quite sure what else to do.

By day four and five I started to relax a bit. I’ve been reading multiple books. Really enjoying “The Tipping Point” by Gladwell. Very intriguing stuff. Next up - this book. I have heard it is amazing.

It’s Saturday. Softball makeup games - all six of them. Tomorrow? Off to St. Louis with friends. Going to try to check out services here. Rumor has it that this guy will be there over the weekend as well.

Still lots to do and think about. One week to go.

We completed another year of the Meadow Heights Worship Concert. This weekend seems to get better and better every year!! Of course, it would not be possible without an awesome team (I think more than 40 music team members participated this year!) and some great people leading those teams (props to Jeremy and Craig for a job well done!).

It’s amazing to me how God has grown our Creative Arts teams over the past year. The funny thing is we still get comments from people that don’t think they could possibly be a part of the team - and boy are they wrong! We are continually looking for more artists and I’m pleased to say that we’ll be adding a few more this month. We’ll be adding a new musician and a new vocalist to the team as well as adding some new folks to our tech teams.

I thought it would be interesting to post this year’s top ten. You can go here and check out last year’s top ten as well. The number one song held steady for the second year in a row. It was nice to see some new stuff cracking the top ten as well. Thanks to all of you who voted. We’ll do it all over again next year!